Every time I see these photos, it kills me. It’s like a ten wheeler truck hit me by the ground. These photos were taken last march 2, 2012 beyond 7pm, just 4 days before his death. I can’t imagine that he’s gone. Of all his grandchildren, I can consider myself as his favourite. Yuuhh! I can still remember those doughnuts I bought whenever a ten peso is left from my baon, Bavarian flavour- yan ang flavour na binibili ko for him. I miss the way he speaks; we were tapped out by his awesomeness in speaking English language whenever he is drunk. No doubts, he was a Suma Cum Laude during his college year. Then he met my lola. Though they got married at a young age, they were still able to raised their 7 children in a simple way (in rural). Because of their perseverance and hard work, they got the opportunity and enough money to be able to live in an urban place; I saw the courage and love they had shown for each other. They used to sell bibingka, isaw and uling. Though they already had enough money to relax and stay away from heavy jobs, they still worked. Until they grew old together, 62 years of marriage. And it all ended last march 6,2012, two days before my birthday.
But the pain of yesterday still remains today. As I see my lola sitting alone on a bench outside our house, I know he misses lolo. She stares at the sky, watching over the stars and say “tua na imung lolo” then tears came running down from her eyes.
HAPPY 2ND DEATH ANNIVERSARY LOLO! :)
A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”
Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”
Normal Guy would say: “Your hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: “Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”
A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.
If you die, a normal guy would find another.
If you die, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.
"Well, I wasn’t going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "..but I wasn’t sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."
As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”
He smiled my favorite smile. “Hurry back to me.”
As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.
"I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn’t touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.’
A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.
While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.
A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.
While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you’ve taken half myself with you”
A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
"Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."
A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.
( via Thessah )
Love may just be a 4 letter word but it has numerous rationale to different people of different genre. Scientifically, it is something that excites and stimulates the limbic system. Psychologically, it is a basic human emotion. But science and psychology cannot say what love really is, for I define love as unconditional. Something felt from the heart, no if’s and but’s, just love. It’s an unusual feeling like the cupid’s arrow just suddenly hit you, you don’t know when, you don’t know how, you don’t know why, all that you know is you love him. It’s a heart pounding feeling like there’s no other person you see but him. It’s not about finding Mr. Perfect but Mr. Right. Someone who can be your best friend, who never gets tired listening to your nonsense dramas, someone who never fails to make you smile with his silly and “corny” jokes and someone who can love you unconditionally.
This is a day to celebrate it with your right one. But let me remind you that Valentine’s Day is not just for couples but for family and friends as well. HAPPY HEART’S DAY EVERYONE! ♥
A super late post. Got it from my drafts that I saved a month ago. 31st of December, before new year’s eve. So here it is.
first photo: i was so hungry then so that explains the photo. Got a bloated stomach after that.
second photo: tried to skate but it was epic. But I enjoyed somehow. Felt like a child again. I know it wasn’t the right time to play (night time). Haha.
third photo: supposedly, it should have been a video but my cousin took photos instead. Too naughty,
fourth photo: merienda time. got foods from the fridge and hurried outside because it was quarter to 5 and we couldn’t call it merienda anymore. Crazy though.
fifth photo: groupie with my sister and cousin. we were playing then but we deserve a groupie, i’d bet.
To my naughty sister who gives me the biggest headaches, wishing and screaming a happiest and sweetest birthday to you! Our lives were brought together by a greater plan, but is by choice we became friends. You are my bestfriend, my best buddy and my partner in crime. You`re someone Im willing to share my fries though im hungry, my drinks though im thirsty, my blanket though I feel cold and my favorite bag just because you want to. -.-We may fight but that wont change the way how I feel for you and how lucky I am to have a sister like you! You have grown into a beautiful and intelligent girl. Here`s to one thing that I always tell you and let me remind you again to never rush things - “dont find love, let love find you”. Hahaha. May God continue to pour His blessings and guidance to you. I wish you everything that life could offer, good health and wealth. This is a special day born just for you, so have a good one! I love you from the bottom of my hypothalamus. - omg *vomits* oops. Just kidding ;) PS: I`ll be inviting some cockroach to have a party with you. Hahaha!!
2013 ended way too fast. At first, I doubted of welcoming 2013 because of 12-12-12 — end of the world they said. But it was such a glee that I have lived for another year, for that, I thank God. I thank him for keeping my family together and for making us strong in facing trials that came our way. I thank him for my friends who never left though I am not so easy to be with. I may have lost my special one but I am happy cause it left me not only a lesson but memories that I will cherish forever, it was so painful, but nevertheless, I thank him for the strenght that he gave me all throughout. 2013 was far from perfection, it wasn`t a good year for our country. Bohol and Tacloban was devastated by earthquake and typhoon respectively, Zamboanga had experienced a man made calamity which led the filipino spirit won. With hope, I welcome 2014 to bring more countless blessings to each one of us. No more disasters and crimes. Just new chances and beginnings for a better year ahead of us.
Few days left for 2013. To the people who never left, thank you! To those who left, still, thank you! I feel sorry for my mistakes but never for being me. I wont change just to please you. But nevertheless, I still thank you! Thank you, friends! Thank you for always being there though how flawed I am. Thank you for making my year a wonderful one. I love you from the bottom of my hypothalamus! A convivial new year to each one of you & a more blessed year ahead!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! It’s so nice to hear christmas songs, to see christmas decors, to eat mouth-watering foods and to wear christmas outfits. It is indeed the most beautiful time of the year! :) Im so glad I had enough budget to buy gifts for my family and some relatives. But nothing is more beautiful than celebrating it with the whole family! With that, I thank God for having my family complete this christmas eve.